Saturday, 1 August 2009

No interest, no energy, no time

No blog activity al all for July. Huh!

Life has simply been too hectic. We're working long days at sea and spending days staying out in the outer archipelago so that even if I had time to get a little training in, I'm too bloody knackered to wag after a 12 hour day. Chi kung practice has also gone out the window. Meh!

I've started to get mails from our group about a new beginner's course starting in October and my first reaction is "Oh shit, again already!". I'm less than enthusiastic about it.

Overall my motivation to train has pretty much disappeared. Perhaps this is not so bad: it means I may be able to bounce back after the summer season with renewed vigour and determination.



  1. Hey Kevin, how so negative? You sound more as if you weren't tired and unenthusiastic, but that you simply feel guilty for being less active.

    You have a lot on your back to carry - taking some time for yourself is vitally important every now and then - but if you feel in the slightest bit guilty for doing so you will not get the benefits!

    So just take it easy, it'll all go well!

    You'll be at Swordfish?

    - Ilkka

  2. I'm both tired and unenthusiastic AND feel guilty for not being more reipäs. Not a good combo.